I used to live with my mom and my sisters, but when the pandemic hit, I had to move out to a new place without them. However, this new place never truly felt like home to me. I often found myself reminiscing about my mom's apartment, where I grew up surrounded by the love and familiarity of my family.
One day, I decided to return to my childhood home, hoping to find that sense of homecoming. As I stepped inside, everything seemed unchanged – the same furniture, colors, and familiar scents enveloped the space. Most of my belongings were still there, except for the few things I had brought with me.
Yet, despite the familiarity, an undeniable feeling of displacement washed over me. Even as night fell, and I lay on the floor deep in contemplation, I pondered the true meaning of "home." Would I ever feel that sense of belonging again? At that moment, I couldn't provide an answer, but one thing I knew for certain was that I was on a quest to discover it.
The image I'm about to create is a visual representation of this profound feeling, capturing the search for home and the complex emotions that accompany it.

Software and equipment used

3DSMax, Chaos Corona, Forest Pack, Photoshop, Quixel Bridge